A noiva

E ela queria se casar

A noiva

Queria encontrar a paz no amor

queria se baldar da solidão

A rotina já não a embalava

Apenas a acordava

Ela queria uma nova vida

A noiva

Queria acordar nos braços de alguém

Ela queria sentir o calor

Um calor interior

Queria calma

Queria uma alma

E ela queria dançar

Como uma bailarina a amar

Queria encontrar a felicidade

A noiva

Queria embalar o coração

Heartache

I dive into the threesome life

Abolished by my parasite

Mud on my face

Dead in your disgrace

Hunted mistake

Salty macaroni

Moving cannelloni

Maybe I am white

Something left to hide

Under my headache

Damn prisons of fictions I treasure

Moved all the pain into pleasure

All disappeared in vain

The day ended under the train

Fictions that shake

Making me break

All the roses you gave

They are closed in my safe

Never touched me again that way

Never needed again to pray

Under this illusionary fake

Under this illusionary fake

E aquele cigarro

As lágrimas de uma gaivota esvanecem ao pôr-do-sol

Que me rasga o coração

Que me esfaqueia a minha cara de troll  

À velocidade de um furacão

Graça bendita de Deus o Poderoso

Perdidamente em sangue doloroso

Desmaio e penso que fico bem

E olho para mim, deitado no além

Meus lábios rasgados que gritam por ti

Que te veneram, que eu quero para mim

Passo minha mão pelos meus cabelos.

Ponho minhas mãos por cima do meu corpo do fim.

E grito novamente pelos duelos.

Dor amarga, profundo calor

Que esta faca me traz em rancor

Forte sanidade que me leva ao extase

Do fumo daquele cigarro que tu fumaste.

26.02.08, Schmelze

...

By your side

You seek the truth in life

You freeze, but don’t know why

I wish to walk on by your side

You walk through fire and ice

You bleed and follow your eyes

I wish to walk on by your side

Will you ever wake up?

You pray for something called forgiveness

You crave for constant happiness

I wish to walk on by your side

Love is your only luck

You smile, you cry and suck

I wish to walk on by your side

Will you ever wake up?

Is this your life?

Is this your life that makes me die inside?

You talk and hope to be heard

You entertain and get nothing earned

I wish to walk on by your side

I wish to walk on by your side

I wish to walk on by your side

28/02/08, Waldshut

The Eyes In The Darkness

You belong to me

I know that you won’t escape

You’re always close to me

You haunt me as a rape

I feel you inside of me

But all I feel is emptiness

I hold you deep inside of me

You spit me out

I’m your empty trash

You hold me deep within your mind

You follow me in the deepest dark

You know I feel you but I can’t find

The deep, your end, the lovely spark

You follow me step by step

You cross the street with gentle pep

You hear my whimpering inside the tears

But you enjoy my killing fears

You don’t want to leave me alone

You just go on and on and through the bone

I feel your breathing in the forest at night

And when I seek you, you just hide

You walk behind me

You follow my path

You won’t leave me be

You need to kill me

To free your wrath

I sit here calm

And write those words

And taste the smell of balm

Protecting me from the flying birds

I feel you want me as your thirds

The tears run out

And I scream out loud

But my scream is silence

My heart killed in violence

04.12.07

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5il6d3y2VPA

Humanity

You have to smile

When you’re down

You just shouldn’t be sad

You have to stand up

When you’re drowned in your depression

You just shouldn’t cry

You have to live

When you want to die

You just shouldn’t hurt yourself

You have to laugh

When you need to scream

You just shouldn’t bother others.

You have to accept

When you are threatened

You just shouldn’t commit a sin.

You have to be quiet

When you know about a sin

You just shouldn’t attract attention.

You have to be normal

When you feel different

You just shouldn’t escape of the concept

You can be yourself

If you’re not too different from the others  

Forget that you’re an elf

We’re all equal living brothers.

25.11.07

Revenge

This is a devotion

Not just an ain

It changes in your motion

But the lust stays the same

And my heart beats faster

The colours disaster

The horses walk like a drum

It smells like cadaver

The killer gets braver

My wounds they fill with rum

Refrain:

Entire political system of ghosts

Mothers fucking in boats

I see no way to live in this world

The tears in children eyes pearled

My mind is screaming

But I have to stay

Just keep on dreaming

Am not allowed to say “hey!”

But you keep on searching

The reason of your life

Maybe you see the torturing

Our “wonder state” tries to hide!

Refrain

Written in Autumn 2007  

Exchange Heart

You embrace me

With your spell

That magic takes me

Out of hell

When will it begin?

This new born situation

Am I too deep inside of it?

You embrace me

With your spell

That magic takes me

Out of hell

I will be your misery

I will be your misery

I keep on dreaming of you

I still beg for mercy for you

I will be your misery

I will be your misery

I will be your misery

I will be your misery

I keep on breathing

I will be your misery

I will be your misery

You embrace me

With your spell

That magic takes me

Out of hell

by Marion

Back

Voice 1:

I see the light and I scream the Hallelujah.

Feel the power coming back and floating through my soul.

Voice 2:

Strike the demons, for no reversion

Voice 1:

I feel wet grass under my feet!

See a big red sun on the horizon,

Raindrops falling down on my face, like the last tears,

A rainbow appears on the sky and it turns into a bright blue.

Voice 2:

Push away all those sad thoughts, never falling again….

Can you destroy them all?

The risk is always there, but you can decide,

If you abandon, or if you fight!

Look up into the sky

Into the face of the green moon and all the stars, far away!

Count them…..

Or are they too much for you…..

Too much to count…..

Losing control…..

Not the time to count!

Voice 1:

Feel a fresh breath on your skin!

Touch a hot corpus everywhere….

Smell the rain and its haunter….

Listen to falling water and a gently thunder….

This will be in your heart

When the world that you have known

No longer exists …..

Voice 2:

I hope that for you……

I trust in you….

Written by Pandora 02.11.07

Rewritten by Alex Page 02.11.07

Aphrodite

I won’t forget!

The forest’s hiding its secrets

Metallic green’s its blood

The graveyard’s covered with crows

My eyes were filled with mud

And I don’t know where to run

Its spell, it’s haunting me

I smell the reaper so warm

Metallic green’s what I see

I won’t forget

The myth of Aphrodite

It’s fog where I lie inside

No faith to cover myself

I’m drowning into the lies

My forces are resting my shelf

I won’t forget

The myth of Aphrodite

I won’t forget!

07/10/07

written by Carla

The Make Up Song

So you still

Think of me

When you say

I am for free

Remember how
I could feel

When I hear that

My feelings are real

You push me down

Don’t care about

I’m dirt on the ground

You still don’t doubt

You look at me

I smile to you

But you can’t see

How you make me feel blue

Refrain:

I lie awake at night

To see where I could hide

And still there is no way out

My heart in fear, it bout

Take a look

At my face

Analyze the rook

He left this purple haze

Refrain (2x)

This acceptance dress I’m wearing

My unused weapons make me bleed

And still there are you at me staring

You

I will not pray for you

I will not cry for you

But I would fly to death

For you

My wings are breaking

For you

My toes are bleeding

For you

But the most I hate

Is loving you

And the most killing

Is needing you

And I just can’t run from you

And oh I will die for you

And the most hurting pain

Is seeing you

And still I mesmerize with you

And still I don’t belong to you

And I cannot escape from you

 (Improv by Carla 02/10/07)

Empty Brains

Blood's pulling attention of losing hopes
Here in my desert photographic station
Souls that wander through the lust
and a smell of rotten flesh in dust

And I wonder where my sanity went
I wonder where I stand
Where has my will to fight gone?
I'm searching inside my brain

Ref:
And all I see is a broken place
a Warfield of scary pictures
No road to walk from here
a black lake of men’s tear

Wolves are yelling for a bitter peace
A dream is hanging on a candy tree
Welcome to the place that kills
To the rain that fills
The wounds of those thrills

Ref


06.07.07

Weltbild Von Oben

Die Welt schaut hinauf zu meinem Gesicht

Und sieht dass in mir etwas spricht

Etwas außerordentliches, noch nie Gesehen

Ein Blick entspricht dem Geschehen

Sie wissen nicht was es ist

Sei es Freundlichkeit oder List

Doch ich spreche die Sprache nun

Und betrachte wie sie kaputt gehen

An meinem Tun.

Den Blick ich aufgesetzt

Ihre Seelen habe ich aufgefetzt

Sie zerbrechen an meinem Schein

Makaberes und dunkles Sein

Noch immer schauen sie mich verzweifelt an

Noch immer ziehe ich sie in meinen Bann

Die Verfolgungsjagd geht nun los

Tote Seelen stehen da, nackt und bloß

26.07.07